first: private messages from here, satating arrogantly that a roadmap plan is coming its almsot like I want this lockup to stay, nope, do I hell... look at the way the drip feed & yougov polls etc have gone, even this past 2 days the so called blair withc institue urging plans forwards, you know that its just acontrolled form of the future, the governemnt won't just open everything... to quote a fmaous us president - too much to lose, itll show the truth behind the cock up & thats a NO-NO. 2nd: reading crappy news media bollocks & always see the underlaying rhet of for thew gtrandparents to visit loved ones, for the chirldre... what about me - I always have had this & its proof that I neevr really mattered in this plan one jot, oh a 2o something gay guy who struggles with a low family & hardly any freind to satrt with ever simce this pretty much zero freinds as they have all gone down the wierd route of fragmentation. Seperatrion is best - no its not!!!! this roadmap - I'm not saying it to be arkward of difficult it geniunely has zero impact or effect on my life & future thats the point, the very thing that kept me sane before all of this, friends, freedom liberty I had a brain, a possible future with a aprt tiem job which was doomed when this shit started so - WHAT ME mr Johnson & your crew... guess I don't fiugre which is why I don't consdier my english anymore I've gone backto my familyes roots of ie south america... lost soul = an intelligent one. I'll be back to say I told you so next week!!!!