so its people feeling London - its you fault, just as its my fault & a handful of others for questioning & asking.
its my fault for being a young person & wanting a future of freedom beyond lies & fear.
its my fault for being a young adult & needing adult contact bvia a freind or 2 during a most miserable sodding f''kshow a year thansk to the poweras of dicatorts & the msm & the majority of the public spurring each other on for - oohh harsher regimes harder restrictions no go on you top the lasy one...
The sad truth is that - I thought those images of a few escaping were qite distressing, almost like those old vidoes of war torn countires or a country rip apart by a major storm incoming.
It was quite disheartning seeing that, the worst one I just saw on youtube of a young mixed race man,in tears waiting to get on atrain to visit the one person in his life who still cares.
& thats the one image now that has made me tearful - happy to admit it, no care who knows.
so this power puppet mastsers with their marionaates & its enablers you better get ready 2021 because justice retibtuion, chaos & violence is coming for you, your riegn of terror WILL edn somehow & I hope its in the blo####st way possible, I hope TBH that the hisorty books of regimes overtrhown - I hope they have to rephrase the wording to relflect HOW voilent the downfall of these people were.
I had a email this afternoon from a guy I've emt with a lot last year, asking to meet up as he has had nobody - itimate contact for months, I said yes to him & actually cried on the phone when I called him, a grown man - quite a big strong man of 27yrs of age crying beciase soembody has sdai "no" to communism...
so people WAke the fu#k uP, your ruining your future as well as mine.
Meeting up with said guy wednesday night, erm yeah - hes curious about randanautica so we'll go out, a couple of beers etc & just be what we should be doing, free enjoying life the season with no FEAR.
& if I've offended I'm young, I'm angry, I'm full of testorne from anger over the BS of 2020...blame it on my mental health state of mind...
agsiant the peopek 7& its puppet masters now.
just on a sdie note, I had somebody message & said I was not knowing what I'm talking about, fine opinions & that...
I do know as where I live is quite built up, its suburbs & city, I don't know that many people & have pretty much zero family to speak of that I can rely on, being young gay & mental health issues I kind of have the whole whammy against me from the startin point.
but - people like us - the few know of how to grind it out & stay on top.
our mindsets might be skeked but I still have the thought - freedom over all this crap, I always look into it via numbers views etc & I still question if there was even a pandemic in the first place now.
its just a walk into communism - marxism, to align us with china etc a s a superpower, concernign & chilling but I've always had this notion that a dictatorship would come in since I was a t school. plain to see for me.
yep - agreed, I feel for a lot of these people.
I jsut saw that mr dictat has yet again blasted people feeling - well whos foult was that then I'd say to the powers that be...
shame they can't be blasted ---- inot space & watch their heads pop through lack of oxygen...beutiful thought - go to bed on it & hope.
I agree, but I bet many MPs are not isolating as many don't actually live in London, you know the Country pile, miles from the road and public intrusion etc.
Marko it's hard and yesterday London lockdown brought me to tears as there are many lonely Londoners who will be affected as Matt and sage play dangerous roulette this Christmas.
really shoukld of thought this one through shouldn't I>>>???oh well.
thinkign about - he hasn' hooked up with anybody fsince the start of October...
oh boy I think I might be in for a serious SERIUOS ravageing time.
oh said guy - yes sure he has friends,family he is lucky in that way, but intimate contact, he hasn't had it for months. I fidn that the most tragic part of today - sexcual contact is normal, it doesn't spread a non existant piece of propergander... so we've got a big 6ft 3in guy with bulging muscles taking on a curkly haired 6ft 1 guy - might make an onlyfans video for it.