Hello all! I have just joined and am looking forward to being a part of your warm, supportive and friendly community. I thought I'd introduce myself. I began to 'wake up' around 3 years ago when I realised that there was something not right about 9/11 and I read Dr. Judy Wood's book "Where did the towers go?". I am very open minded and what I read made sense to me. I was obviously shocked at the realisation and scale of the monumental lie that I had been deceived by along with the majority of people. When I tried to share what I was reading with members of my family they immediately dismissed it as a load of rubbish, but that started me on my journey of discovery. I am now well aware of what is going on right now but also cannot begin to comprehend the scale of the global deception that I still don't and may never really know. I dread to look at twitter, Youtube and mainstream news in the mornings to discover what new horrors have descended upon us. My husband and grown up children all think I have been sucked in by some conspiracy theorist cult to the extent that it even makes them angry. It has got to the point that I can't discuss anything with any of them and have to keep it all to myself. I have tried to give a few extended family members a bit of a nudge in the hope that one of them will begin to wake up but they are all frightened, mask-wearing, hand-sanitising followers of Boris, Matt and the BBC, just waiting for the vaccine so that "we can all get back to normal", but I know full well that there is absolutely no going back to where we were. I have not and will not wear a mask, and will never have another vaccine as long as I live. My greatest and most urgent fear is that my entire family will get the upcoming vaccination and there is nothing I can do to persuade them otherwise. I have many nieces and nephews and I fear for all of them. I feel totally stifled and alone. I would dearly love to join in your freedom gatherings (I have been to a few with David Noakes and Common Law people before), I cried with guilt watching all of you in Trafalgar Square and I wasn't there with you - but I know that it will cause ructions at home and I couldn't bear to lose my family. I have never been much of a user of social media but I get much of my news from twitter, I only have 4 followers and they are family who never use it so I can't even awaken them that way. And so I plod on in the hope that something big happens soon that will bring them all to their senses. My MP is Theresa May and I have started writing to her and will continue to do so in the hope that in some way I might help to make a difference. I look forward to getting to know you all x