Hello all! I have just joined and am looking forward to being a part of your warm, supportive and friendly community. I thought I'd introduce myself.
I began to 'wake up' around 3 years ago when I realised that there was something not right about 9/11 and I read Dr. Judy Wood's book "Where did the towers go?". I am very open minded and what I read made sense to me. I was obviously shocked at the realisation and scale of the monumental lie that I had been deceived by along with the majority of people. When I tried to share what I was reading with members of my family they immediately dismissed it as a load of rubbish, but that started me on my journey of discovery. I am now well aware of what is going on right now but also cannot begin to comprehend the scale of the global deception that I still don't and may never really know. I dread to look at twitter, Youtube and mainstream news in the mornings to discover what new horrors have descended upon us.
My husband and grown up children all think I have been sucked in by some conspiracy theorist cult to the extent that it even makes them angry. It has got to the point that I can't discuss anything with any of them and have to keep it all to myself. I have tried to give a few extended family members a bit of a nudge in the hope that one of them will begin to wake up but they are all frightened, mask-wearing, hand-sanitising followers of Boris, Matt and the BBC, just waiting for the vaccine so that "we can all get back to normal", but I know full well that there is absolutely no going back to where we were.
I have not and will not wear a mask, and will never have another vaccine as long as I live. My greatest and most urgent fear is that my entire family will get the upcoming vaccination and there is nothing I can do to persuade them otherwise. I have many nieces and nephews and I fear for all of them.
I feel totally stifled and alone. I would dearly love to join in your freedom gatherings (I have been to a few with David Noakes and Common Law people before), I cried with guilt watching all of you in Trafalgar Square and I wasn't there with you - but I know that it will cause ructions at home and I couldn't bear to lose my family. I have never been much of a user of social media but I get much of my news from twitter, I only have 4 followers and they are family who never use it so I can't even awaken them that way. And so I plod on in the hope that something big happens soon that will bring them all to their senses.
My MP is Theresa May and I have started writing to her and will continue to do so in the hope that in some way I might help to make a difference.
I look forward to getting to know you all x
Welcome to the forum N icky. I think most, if not all of us, can understand the frustration of being surrounded by people who can't see what's really going on with some of these things.
People here are very supportive and friendly, as we are pretty much all in the same boat. It's a good place to come to for a bit of sanity after a day out amongst the masked masses!
Hey there welcome to KBF its not easy I have found it tough to wake up my own family most of them repeat what they hear on the bbc news and wont really research into much as they might find that hard to hear and couldnt imagine that people would deliberately lie to them in order to harm them which is a shame but I guess understandable it can be heavy going sometimes but I am also glad to have found this group where I can share my own views without worrying so much about being dismissed or labelled certain names or laughed at so hope you can attend some further events wishing you a good evening James
Hi Only me! I find it astonishing that people are SO closed off and blinkered, but there's none so blind as those who WILL NOT see (or hear). They get angry because they do not want to hear the truth. When confronted with the Truth it rocks their sense of reality and all they believe to be true. Better to remain unconscious than to see what is really going on around them and then have to make difficult choices!
Thank you so much Sheila!
Great to have you with us.Keep strong.Maybe there's a local group you could join?If you want someone to meet up with at the demo on the 26th Trafalgar Square we would gladly do so.
Thanks for the comments and the advice Mark, people to talk to AT LAST! What a relief! I will have a look at your link now.
Thank you so much Grumpy Cat! It is so reassuring to hear that others are in the same boat, although there is no point in sending my hubby anything, he just deletes it! It is bad enough that people dismiss things as "food for thought" or "I'm sceptical about that" or we must "trust the science to get us out of this" but to actually experience others getting visibly angry with me, is very hard to take. Anyway, I'm moving on now and look forward to becoming involved with my new-found community! :)