Hello all,
I am 49. years old Latvian,I live and work in United Kingdom/ West Sussex/ since 2004.
I had very negative experiences in regard to deprivation of Liberties and Freedoms back home as or country was occupied by communists and our rights and freedoms were very limited, and those who dared to speak the truth and pursue it were accused of treason and deported to Stalin's gulag or sentenced to death. My grandparents suffered from regime just for being free spirited and speaking the truth and wanting to live life they knew to be right and good, the family was deported to the Gulag in 1949 for 10.years.
The current situation all over the world and in United Kingdom reminds me that time when I was not allowed to speak freely, to think, and to act out true happiness. It reminds me time when I had been told what is good for me, what books I am allowed to read and what music to listen.
I was 11-13.years when I felt that something is not right but did not questioned that as then nothing was questionable-you had to accept it.
How do I feel now?
I am grieving for loss of my way of LIFE.
It feels like I am reliving past negative experiences that had detrimental effects.
I am angered that once again I have to ask permission for my FUNDAMENTAL RIGHT TO BREATH, TO BE FREE TO THINK-TO SPEAK-TO EXPRESS MY-SELF – TO LIVE LIFE THE WAY I KNOW TO BE RIGHT AND GOOD FOR ME FOR MY COMMUNITY. I am angered about being mandated to wear face covering that diminishes my individuality,prevents me of functioning and I am not able to express myself in a way that IS NORMAL to me-smile and speak.
I am angered about plans to mandate vaccine. Vaccination is medical intervention and deep moral issue when it comes to mandate it, even deeper since it never been tested and effects on human body are not know, and there is no pharma or government who will be liable for any damage -injury caused by it. Media never covered this issue and there was no healthy debate on the Covid –19 vaccine and the damage it will cause.
I am angered about imposed suffering on children, on vulnerable people, on all of us, as economy collapsed, social structure is unstable and it feels like human psyche is collapsing too.
I am angered as I strongly believe that many children have no access to food –the fundamental need, I strongly believe that many children are exposed to all forms of abuse and can't get protection they need, the social interaction that is vital in child's development is limited-and it will lead to developmental and mental health issues.
I am angered that media never covered this issue and Public Health England by mistake on purpose did not considered lockdown as risk to public health in all its aspects-/physical, social, economic, financial, mental health/.
I am angered that those I /we/ trusted breached their duty of care! They ALL must be held accountable for all damages caused by their malevolence. The trust is lost to the Government and to the media.
Media is just a tool used for distraction from real issues /fraudulent banking system, pedophilia, corruption, -these are just few/ and to manipulate with our perceptions and to plant ideas in our minds. The media was and is used excessively to disinform, to provoke anger, hatred and to evoke ethnical, cultural and religious wars, to create panic, fear and confusion that splits families, communities and society. When we are separated, we are weak-easy to control and be manipulated to comply.
I do not believe to what comes from main stream media-I do my own research as I lost trust and it will be very hard to build that trust again.
I /we/ need change!
The change comes from within My-self/Our- selves/!
The knowledge is our power! With informed knowledge, taking responsibility and united we will empower ourselves to claim our LIFE and FREEDOM back.
/1989 The Baltic Way is very good example of peoples sacrifice, collective determination to unite and to stand for Our right for Freedom from tyranny that future generations can enjoy the benefits from Our sacrifice./
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Hi Tamara, I feel more or less exactly the same - I lived in East Berlin ( just after reunification though) and know the score - have seen the toll it took on my friends there. But the West for me is just as bad it is a mirror image but just as deadly - nobody could see it but me until recently. All I want do is live - properly and naturally. I understand the grief exactly - but we are going to stick together and get as much joy out of life as possible. I'm in the same county as you - but the other half. You are not alone.
Tamara.- I entirely understand where you are coming from as I have written before about my husband's family being Dutch and living life out under occupation and how he sees similarities starting to be played out all over again. Witnessing what you have experienced must have taken great courage to learn to live with only sadly this time there is nowhere we can go. Our backs are up against the wall and our only option is to turn and fight as we have always done in the name of freedom and those that plan to stop that may just find they end up having a bigger hill to climb than ours. Stay close to us here at KBF knowing we really
do know the score and therefore well placed to help ourselves and each other deal with its coming, which is half the battle. For you, having come the full circle,
it cannot be easy but as we constantly keep saying here 'we are all in this together' we are just waiting for the rest to wake up and come and join us. On Saturday at the demo in Trafalgar Sq. we hope to be pleasantly surprised.